wow i cant believe its been allready a couple of days since i logged on last. Its just been a really busy week, since Johann and i are going back home tomorrow, yay, iam really looking forward to being back home, the time here at my parents house was really nice but the time has come for us to go home. I know back home everything is finally getting back into a routine, i guess thats the thing i look most forward to, and maybe that i finally be able to go to church, here in Germany are not alot of bible believing churches, and when you have different believing parents and they are dont want to  borrow you their car all the time its twice as hard, i did manage though to go twice but in a 7 week vaccation thats like nothing. Anyways, as i read my favourite blog, it was talking about devotions and bible study, and that fact that she now is going outside to do it, so she doesnt fall asleep, i think i will have to try that out when i get back home...caus i tend to fall asleep to when reading the bible. Well i wanna try alot of new things, when i get back home...and all for the glory of our Lord.

i have been reading a lot of other blogs, and some of my favorite are the ones where young woman and girls, are making there statement of faith and telling the whole world, why they act and are the way the are....today as i have been reading one of my favorite blogs, i noticed that she also does the challenge of wearing dresses and skirts for a week...i have been reading that challenge along time ago on the Ladies against Feminism Site and well all tough i'm wearing only dresses and skirts...its interesting to see that young woman want to prove the world that it is possible to do anything, even if you wear a dress or a skirt.

I do admire these young woman and girls a lot, i didn't grow up in a christian home, and i got saved a lot later in my life then i wished i had been, it would defiantly caused less heartache and headaches in my life, but who said its to late. I want be a good christian and a good wife and mother, and i know its not an easy way, but i know i'm not the only one out there who runs into the same problems i do, and i praise God for all the young woman and girls who are stand up for there beliefs.

I know it will be along journey and i have a lot to learn, i don't know who i will learn it from i just know, that God will provide me with people who will bring me closer to him, and today it was 2 young woman who encourage me to stand up for my believe and let the world know that i believe in our Lord, and that i'm willing to do whatever he wants me to do.